Earthquakes

Dear Beth,

Been thinking of you a lot since last night's earthquakes hit the area around Trinidad. Wondering if you are okay? I hope that you are safe and there is no damage to where you are living. I hope that you did not get to frightened by the shaking, I know how you were when you were little about things like lightening and thunder and loud noises so I can imagine how the earthquake would have affected you.

I also heard that you have returned to school, I am so please to get this news. I hope you do well and get your degree. You deserve to go far and get ahead. I only want my children to do better with their lives than I ever did.

I also wonder how your wedding plans are going. I wish we could be planning this together. This should be something a mother and daughter should be enjoying together. I also know that right now you need to be spreading your wings and creating your own life, so I am trying my best to respect that, but I am not happy about it. I ache each and every day to have you in my life again, you are my only daughter and I miss you with every breathe. I love you dearly and wish we could work this out. I hope one day you will forgive all the hurtful words and feelings and move on with life and come back to loving us and allowing to be a part of your life again. Until then I must remember I LOVE YOU WITH EACH PASSING MOMEMT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!!

God Bless You, I love you and Always Will,
Mom